Um, hi. Is this Anna? This is Yosuke Hanamura. I don't know if you remember me, but I made a network post a few weeks ago? About... er, wanting to stay dead?
[awkward.]
Well, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. All the crap I said back then, that isn't really how I feel, you know? And you were just trying to be nice. I'm sorry if it felt like I was blowing you off at all, or trying to make my problems worse than yours... that was seriously uncool. So, yeah, I'm really sorry.
Yeah, of course I remember you! I doubt that I can forget you after that little talk, it’s kind of hard to miss someone like that!
[...Okay, maybe a little too blunt there.]
But anyway! Don’t worry about it, being in the box here sucks anyway and you just needed a place to vent and that’s fine by me! So apology is accepted, you are forgiven, Yosuke! But you are feeling better right? Or do I need to cheer you up again somehow?
...Nah, I'm better. [he's even smiling.] My friends were there for me. I'm never gonna take that for granted again.
[Although that reminds him again of everything she'd talked about that day.]
Thanks for being so cool about everything. I mean, I know you just said you forgave me, but I bet I still sounded like a total jerk, considering you're stuck here by yourself... hah, sorry. I can... do that sometimes.
Exactly and you should feel lucky that you got them here! They got your back and I doubt that they’ll be leaving anytime soon! That and I think they would probably kick some more sense into you then I probably can.
[But it does remind her that she was still alone without anyone. Sure there were her friends but it wasn’t really quite the same. And not only that….]
Yeah, well, I can’t say that it’s all that great. I still have some people who do care for me but it’s just a different feeling when there are people from your own world here you know? And I’m kind of a bit homeless right now so there’s nothing I can do about that.
Homeless? You're not... like, living outside or something, are you?
[There are tons of empty houses and buildings. Sure, most of them are in bad shape, but... there's no shortage of roofs to shelter them from the sun and rain, at least...]
Um, do you... need a hand? All you gotta do is claim someplace to stay. It's pretty informal.
Huh? Oh, of course not! I just meant that I'm kind of shifting between homes right now! I'm living with someone so don't worry about that!
[She gave a small chuckle about that. Looking in hindsight, what she was doing wasn't the best idea all around but she did want to protect herself somehow. She didn't want to be a load for anyone.]
I was just hoping that I didn't really want to bother anyone too much really.
Nah, I don’t think so? But then again, I don’t think we really talked at all before that whole thing soooo...the name is Anna! But I don’t think you’re new here, I think I’ve seen you a few times but I guess we just never talked before.
[Then she gave a chuckle]
We should fix this, let it be known that we will talk a lot more from now on!
Nice to meet you, Anna! Sorry it was in just a weird context.
[Talk about weird. He started this conversation to apologize about being suicidal. Now he's one step away from making date plans with a girl who sounds pretty cute.]
Yeah, sure - call me whenever you want! And not just if you need something.
Nah, it's cool. It's just talking... it's not like it's a huge burden or whatever. And if you or anyone else needs help, we're always ready to give it. So don't sweat it.
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[awkward.]
Well, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. All the crap I said back then, that isn't really how I feel, you know? And you were just trying to be nice. I'm sorry if it felt like I was blowing you off at all, or trying to make my problems worse than yours... that was seriously uncool. So, yeah, I'm really sorry.
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[...Okay, maybe a little too blunt there.]
But anyway! Don’t worry about it, being in the box here sucks anyway and you just needed a place to vent and that’s fine by me! So apology is accepted, you are forgiven, Yosuke! But you are feeling better right? Or do I need to cheer you up again somehow?
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[Although that reminds him again of everything she'd talked about that day.]
Thanks for being so cool about everything. I mean, I know you just said you forgave me, but I bet I still sounded like a total jerk, considering you're stuck here by yourself... hah, sorry. I can... do that sometimes.
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[But it does remind her that she was still alone without anyone. Sure there were her friends but it wasn’t really quite the same. And not only that….]
Yeah, well, I can’t say that it’s all that great. I still have some people who do care for me but it’s just a different feeling when there are people from your own world here you know? And I’m kind of a bit homeless right now so there’s nothing I can do about that.
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[There are tons of empty houses and buildings. Sure, most of them are in bad shape, but... there's no shortage of roofs to shelter them from the sun and rain, at least...]
Um, do you... need a hand? All you gotta do is claim someplace to stay. It's pretty informal.
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[She gave a small chuckle about that. Looking in hindsight, what she was doing wasn't the best idea all around but she did want to protect herself somehow. She didn't want to be a load for anyone.]
I was just hoping that I didn't really want to bother anyone too much really.
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You know... I don't think I caught your name. Or have we talked before? Before my stupid network thing, I mean.
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[Then she gave a chuckle]
We should fix this, let it be known that we will talk a lot more from now on!
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[Talk about weird. He started this conversation to apologize about being suicidal. Now he's one step away from making date plans with a girl who sounds pretty cute.]
Yeah, sure - call me whenever you want! And not just if you need something.
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Seriously? I won't be that much of a bother? I mean, not that I was thinking that I was when I was talking to you but...you know what I'm saying?
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